i've been looping pink bitch club allllll day. i didn't even like the song too much at first but I feel like the worse my school life gets the better this song is. and there's one part of the video i really like. so so much
here, the lyrics are "I can change!"
and then it goes to the chorus. that's just too relatable. that's how I feel every time I talk to online friends, or do even simple things like making friends in D4DJ. ALSO THE BIGGEST THING!!! it's how I feel whenever i act. i can't get on stage and talk about myself (hence my contentless about page. i cannot talk about myself at allll) but when I'm performing as someone else, I am
that person now. there should be a word for this like the closest i'm thinking is metamorphosis but SPECIFICALLY for butterflies. it's beyond refreshing!!